sleepy

haih... in cit now... damn tired and sleepy... reached almost 11.30pm yesterday coz went there again. tot will get wat i wish but so sad... didn't turn up. disappointed... wasted my time... kinda regret. started typing sp assignment almost 12am. slept quite late yesterday... really tired and exhausted. but once look at you all my heartaches and sobs are gone... wish that could manage to see you before my finals. or should i go after finals? scared that it will affect my studies. afraid gonna be like two weeks ago again... couldn't concentrate at all... y? it's all because of you... it's my first time experiencing such thing. i never felt like this before in my whole entire life. you're the first one! perhaps the one and only... i know i can't dream... have to move on. i'll be starting my whole life again next month. all alone by myself. wish that you can still be with me all the times. sure feel damn lonely when i go utar... i chose this road myself. i dun have a choice... if not because of you i wouldn't have tot of going to utar. suddenly all plans screwed up. haih... nice song... damn like the song i'm listening now. it's from jean's blog. but tis bitch dun wan to teach me where to get and how to put in.