LAW!!!

jus another dull day...been sick for almost a week d. thank god din masuk hospital. almost actually. twice some more. dunno wat's wrong wit my inhaler this time?seems like not working properly. it's not as good as last time although i bought the new one ald. it suppose to react immediately after i use it but didn't. i have to suffer for another few hours before it starts functioning. thank god. finally today only feel a lil better. yesterday still damn bad after i lost continuously to the gb idiot. damn. i hate ppl who look down on me de. F*** him off la. lost damn a lot yesterday. probably is not my gb day. omg, how can i be like jean? kenot!!! o2jam was fine as usual. ok, no more updates for games!!! fed up of my id liao... i need a bit more to get no1 then can retire v2. probably it's not the time yet. supposingly to work for UR outbound but in the end turn out to be counterclockwise wet. haih... wait till i recover and have the energy and breath to play outbound first la. hopefully can go 2.14. it's impossible to reach UR time la. sob. till now i still wish i could turn back time. how i wish if i have a second chance? this is not like jean. she still can hope for her second chance. at least 1%. me 0%. it's jus like my law. i jus miss it. how could i? should i go for the second chance?it's stupid to do that. how am i gonna take law in future? impossible d. how can i get a big fat B? nono... i still can't accept the fact. y do we alwiz have to face the fact? y can't i jus avoid it and leave in my own world? i'm willing to let go everything including my Id for great achievement in my education. i am. i fell a lot of times and i did stand again and continue to strive for better but wat did i get everytime in the end? a piece of shit result. i really kenot accept the fact till today at this hour and minute.nono.. wat had happened to me? y am i leading a miserable life?