another euu

well. the viva (presentation) went well. thx god fer da miracle given 2 us. thx u so much ^_^ stg to be happy for at least. at least there's something. here i am... crapping again over..... i dunno.. sigh.. i can sense that things started to change lately though we seeN to be close. SEEN TO BE ba... all these years... many ppl walked in and out of my life. euu are gonna be one of them too. i knew.. i knew this day gonna come. but jus that didnt expect it to be so soon. really soon. i'm not prepared fer it. i dunno tis time it gonna takes me how long to heal. jus when one wound considered 90% healed, there it goes... another wound coming. a PARANG stab into my heart. tis gonna hurt me a lot. but there's jus ntg i can do. i chose to walk away. so i should hav expected that it's gonna be a deep cut wound. how to heal? the best medicine is for me to forget euu.and how? find a replacement ba. i noe is hard to find someone like euu yet i'll still be searching fer it. i manage to so call did it previously. i'm sure i can do it tis time too.. YEEZ U CAN!!! 12.56am now. tmr got class. need get up at 8.30am. tired sia.. once again.. gonna be back at 7pm again. omg.. tired sia. and i tell u what makes me able to go thru for these past 2 years.... its euu. no one else but euu. no one can replace euu in my heart. no one and never ever will. there's always a small lil tiny place in my heart reserved fer euu. always will dear. i really envy euu la. sigh.