happy new year

here i am.. blogging... an hour before year 2009.. i'm supposed to be out but i just cant bring myself to do it. i duno y. i have no idea why am i so depressed lately. oh yeah.. guess wat, it jus came down again... well.. at least it stopped 15min later.. still..yor!!!! here i am clearing RN... n my frens all counting down... tis is my worst year ever!!!! wat is tis wei... ok ler... ai!!!!!!! i'm so speechless... [u noe wat??? i was asking tis fren of mine, the same question (sort of the same meaning but keep rephrasing), what time are u sleeping? OMG!!!! I JUS GOT IGNORED FOR 4TIMES!!! the 4th time i asked her, she said, "nvm, i'm going off d. nitez. happy new year: OMG!!! Can u imagine how i feel??? i duno.] - never blame her for that. here i am trying to get my work done by TONIGHT (31.12.2008) but just couldnt... well i was jus thinking that she maybe busy. she seems to be taking quite sometime to reply me in msn as well. so cant blame her for tat. it's only myself to be blame since i'm the nooby one that needed help from ppl... i cant demand/order any1!!!! it's a so different world here... sometimes i jus hate working life!!!! i just hate everything that i'm going thru right now. has everyone left? i just felt isolated in an island.. far far away from my mainland... in this island all by myself.. anyway happy new year to myself n all :( nitez..