monday

sigh.. no idea what to put for the title.. anyhow ba... once again, i'm so dead tired.. jus back from driving... yeah.. driving around kl and to damansara perdana... boring day... i jus wan a piece of mind... is that hard to get? anyway used to it.. hardly get what i wish for. 2 more days n there goes year 2008... a year filled wit??? joy??? sorrows??? happiness?? well.. i believed it's a combination of all those... n what will happen in yr 09??? that's for god to know and fer me to find out. been reli emo and depressed lately... duno what happened..

when i was in the car jus now with mum, i've been trying very hard not to throw my temper... well, few times it almost....... *kaboom* ai... duno wat's wrong wit me lately.. suddenly i feel there's this pain deep inside my heart... it's like i've been stabbed by a parang... not knife... it's jus undescribable... how am i gona go thru it next year? i'm goin thru it all by myself. eee.. i dun wan... (euu dun hab a choice). i felt this loneliness somewhere deep inside.... where's everyone?

i realized i'm losing out my close frens... one by one.. first it started off during primary times.. then move on to secondary... college... uni.... n now??? work?? my god... i dun wan to imagine... it seems countless... n nvr end.. the barrier between my uni mates and i is getting huge... (duno the right word to describe).. is there anything i could do to unwind it? anyone?? blah... dun tink so...

ciaoz.. no mood to continue writing...