runaway

At this moment, i really wish i could runaway from home. Forever. but leaving behind my beloved grandma :( i really dont know my purpose of coming home everytime. I have no idea what a family is like. I dun remember when was the last time i felt being loved by anyone. Seriously!!! no one have any idea how i'm feeling right now.

And guess what? suddenly i'm feeling much better. you know the reason for it? that's because i managed to logon to PS. it's been days since i last touch it. I remembered someone asked me this before, "don't you have anything else to do which is not computer-related?" But i dont reali remember how did i answer to that cause i dont know how to answer it. But i think i know right now d. Computer is my best friend. It keeps me sane. It accompanies me whenever i'm done. Cause i'm come here to blog whenever i feel lonely. That's where i express all my feelings. A place all by myself. coming home is just like staying in a hotel. I dont go out to the living room. Whenever i did that, i just feel irritated/pissed with the people there. I dont know what has i become into. A stranger to them? well, maybe.

Someday somehow i know i gonna turn into a stranger where no one can recognise me.

P/s: deep down my heart, i dont wish to be that.